Wow. I haven't updated this in over a year.

I am 104 lbs. Scary ass shit man, I am sick. I look hella tweaker.

I don't know what to do with this place. I mean, My art has changed completely. Paradigm shifts have most certainly taken place on multiple occasions.

I have so much more to say beyond that, that I don't have a starting point.

So yeah.. Updated

PS- I am for the most part, quite happy <3

I don't get it. I don't pay a $1.40 Max ticket and I get busted and now I have to go to court or pay a hefty fine. Also if I'm seen on the max after the 25th I get arrested.
I'm taking this bored cop to court.
Seriously, If I stole a $1.40 item from a supermarket, the most that would happen is I'd have to go to some class.
Since I'm now basically bound to where I can walk, I'm going to start putting up myself for babysitting, house sitting, house cleaning...etc. for my apt complex.
That is until I get this expulsion from the max off my ass. I actually have a good case.

It's legendary though.
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Don't worry, you wont see a PENIS. Well.. hahah It shouldn't be rated XXX

"WHAT THE FUCK? LAWL!"

PIKACHU?

Google "Pokemon Porn" with family filter off for more epic lawls.

Victoria Secret is what I'd thought it to be... exactly. My big big beef with it? They're giving me lowsy hours and I'm n call a lot which means "oh today I -might- have to work!" and then for four hours I sit around teh phone waiting for a call. It's pretty serious bullshit. I'm averaging roughly 8 hours of actual work a week that isn't on call.. and my manager doesn't want to give me more hours. I'm sorry, but 5 day weekends are way too much!
So I stopped and got some applications.
I'm trying again for an engineering job before I apply for the applications I received yesterday.
Luckily due to the on call hours, I've gotten 12 hours last week, which will put me still in a good spot for when rent comes.
I do however enjoy how many days I have off. It gives me time to just chill out, enjoy the area, learn the area, get more into things.
So I decided I have some choices
1. Stop buying -anything- I don't need and start cutting coupons for groceries.
2. Get a job fall term, probably on campus or something- just to make some extra cash
3. Find another or a new job.
I probably will due 3 and if fails I will do 2 and 1. I'm not hurting for money by any means but this isn't how I wanted things to go.

le sigh.
Other than that, things are pretty much great.

In 1903, Willow creek-- a creek that runs through Beaverton, OR, flooded killing 247 people in less than 5 minutes... flooding up to 50 square miles.
I thought this was interesting when i looked up where Willow creek was and was a bit freaked out finding it is in walking distance of the place I'll be moving to.
Granted, it was 100 years ago.. but i realised that grass valley has never challenged me with the weather. I've never been around a tornado, hurricane, hell even a blizzard. Floods in the foothills means getting to a lake is easier.

So I come home on Saturday. Home being, Grass Valley. Something I really don't consider home any longer. If there is nothing more that is going to make everything very clear in my head, it will be this weekend where I travel from GV to Portland in the same day.
I'm starting to pack my stuff, gather my things. Have everything in bags ready to go..
It seems rather weird, really. having my home be somewhere else all the time.
I come back home to finish my last 3 weeks up and then i pack up and move to portland..

I'm scared there may be a twister.