The last thing I need to do is get on here and talk about the shambles of a mess my life is in atm.
but to shorten it up: best friend went batshit; her pity party was my old group of friends (who she's also lying to, lmao apparently I call her and tell her how fucked up she is, I LOL'd) obviously not my friends to begin with then; boyfriend is a little theif and got is ass in trouble; roomates losing all of their finacial backup; sick as hell- missing periods; Insurance companies doing a dance with me that will probably end in court; had my credit card info stolen; specail diet; less work; vomit; vomit; vomit.

So.. ugh Good things!!
New friends are way better than the last ones!
New job! (Which I may possible be the head of )
.. yeah that's all. I mean, they're really great and all but.. bah.

fuck this shit; I'm going to take off to Melbrone, Australia in late July. I don't see how I can possibly come home unhappy. (Actually, I probably wont come home to you, Ashland. I'll only be in the states for like a month inbetween then I'm off to Europe )
ONLY 7+ MONTHS TO GO D:

Wow. I haven't updated this in over a year.

I am 104 lbs. Scary ass shit man, I am sick. I look hella tweaker.

I don't know what to do with this place. I mean, My art has changed completely. Paradigm shifts have most certainly taken place on multiple occasions.

I have so much more to say beyond that, that I don't have a starting point.

So yeah.. Updated

PS- I am for the most part, quite happy <3

I don't get it. I don't pay a $1.40 Max ticket and I get busted and now I have to go to court or pay a hefty fine. Also if I'm seen on the max after the 25th I get arrested.
I'm taking this bored cop to court.
Seriously, If I stole a $1.40 item from a supermarket, the most that would happen is I'd have to go to some class.
Since I'm now basically bound to where I can walk, I'm going to start putting up myself for babysitting, house sitting, house cleaning...etc. for my apt complex.
That is until I get this expulsion from the max off my ass. I actually have a good case.

It's legendary though.
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Don't worry, you wont see a PENIS. Well.. hahah It shouldn't be rated XXX

"WHAT THE FUCK? LAWL!"

PIKACHU?

Google "Pokemon Porn" with family filter off for more epic lawls.

Victoria Secret is what I'd thought it to be... exactly. My big big beef with it? They're giving me lowsy hours and I'm n call a lot which means "oh today I -might- have to work!" and then for four hours I sit around teh phone waiting for a call. It's pretty serious bullshit. I'm averaging roughly 8 hours of actual work a week that isn't on call.. and my manager doesn't want to give me more hours. I'm sorry, but 5 day weekends are way too much!
So I stopped and got some applications.
I'm trying again for an engineering job before I apply for the applications I received yesterday.
Luckily due to the on call hours, I've gotten 12 hours last week, which will put me still in a good spot for when rent comes.
I do however enjoy how many days I have off. It gives me time to just chill out, enjoy the area, learn the area, get more into things.
So I decided I have some choices
1. Stop buying -anything- I don't need and start cutting coupons for groceries.
2. Get a job fall term, probably on campus or something- just to make some extra cash
3. Find another or a new job.
I probably will due 3 and if fails I will do 2 and 1. I'm not hurting for money by any means but this isn't how I wanted things to go.

le sigh.
Other than that, things are pretty much great.